Me When I Accepted the Call to Ministry:
That weekend of praise, worship, and meditation fundamentally rewired how I view my life.
Aug 316 min read
Relational Health
I've been experiencing the worst writers block, which is probably kin to the anxiety around making my inner thoughts open for human review. It's rarely hard for me to journal. The morning that I began this, I woke up at like 7 am and to some, that comment may just roll across your mind like okay... but my average time of wake as of this summer has been like 11 am so that's kind of a big deal for me. Sometimes I'll wake up at 7, look at the clock and think to myself- nope, too
Jul 18, 20247 min read
This Blog Might Be Another Thing for Me to Hyper-fixate on!
Today I did not take my antidepressants. I got downstairs into my car when it dawned on me and I had to wrestle with two paths. I could have one, turned the ignition back off is that even a proper phrase? , went BACK outside in the 'feels like 99 degree weather', walked up 12 steps or stairs lol, yes, I counted, walked around the corner, unlocked my door, and shuffled through my mess of a room all to take two little tablets, and do all of that again inversely to do what I ori
Jun 10, 20245 min read
Am I supposed to monetize off of this thing?
Life has its moments of creepy between-scene meaningless interludes and I live for them. At least I'd like to. Imagine, that a little typed experiential, emotional blog could pop-off into something that could sustain me for the rest of my life. Ha! That'd be miraculous and lovely. I'm sitting here at the late night pizza shop-- at 8:47pm lol-- just to grab a bite and type until I'm ready to go home, and they're playing alt rock or maybe it's just called rock, idk I'm a 22 yea
Jun 9, 20243 min read
